complicated feeling...

Kinda busy this few days...dunoo y...i cant be happy...i smile...bt it is not real...too many things to worry...bt she...skip many meals...that i was worry bout...i noe she is worry...bt i cant do anything...btw...service day is near...many thing to follow...busy...can u imagine a person will feel sad,worry,mad,confuse,lost,wondering at the same time....i can tell u...that the thing i have now...