lost a thing...

i've lost a thing that given by her today...the magnet thing...i saw it fly in front of me...it was me who did this...my itchy hand go and grab a stone and try to throw it to sea...as a result the thing fly with the stone...i really mad at myself...i've tried so hard to find it...bt i cnt found it...maybe its fate...bt i'm still sad...i am a vry strange person...everytime when i lost my thing...i feel uncomfortable and unsafe...its like part of me had gone missing...and i realize hw important is the thing to me...bcz it was given by her...

End of Training...School life...new thing...new phone...

3 month plus had passed...I've end my training...it seems I've jz started it yesterday...slowly i get use to it...nw i'm bck to college...haha...report, assignment, project a lot of thing is waiting...tension ( I need some tension gone)xD...btw had buy a new phone for myself...as a birthday gift....(happy bday to me) glad i have it...haha...a same model wit her...or you can say...we bought it 2gether...nt bad tough...feel like typing cz jz nw i suddenly feel like missing somethg...she will suddenly appear in my mind...perhaps she is like part of my life now...or i need her in my life? nvm...at least i know...for one second i ever wanted her to be wit be with me...kinda miss her everytime she is not around...sometimes...her voice will run through my ear... its ok though...I guess...till here thn...

kitchenの生活

ok...nw i'm in kitchen...hot kitchen...i mz say...IT IS FUNNN!!! seriously....i never tot i can be so happy to work in kitchen...its like....wohoo...first of all...i mz doubt the words tht alot of ppl say sarkies kitchen=>< it is fun actually...i learn alot of thing of cooking and preparing...all the staff there are nice and hlpful...they also willing to teach...thts y i'm wondering...should i extend or nt? or should i go to pastry and cold kitchen after this?haha...nvm...as long as its fun and can learn...i will go anywhere...

GD BYE Front office...kitchen...here I come...

ok...end my training at front office today at 7 a.m....nite shift 11-7 for 3 days...gd thing is...i've learn how to do the nite audit thing...haha...and also what should nite shift do...eventually...i've try all the shift...kinda fun actually...front office rock!!! with everything especially the tips...xD so...going to kitchen soon...although received alot of bad comment from many ppl...bt still...i'm waiting for it...i believe i can do it...cny is coming soon...enjoy my 9 days off start from today...cool...ok...will meet her in one week time...till here thn...

Sayonara! Barrrru

Yep, gotta say gdbye to bar...cz nt going to bar anymore...haizz...kinda sad...bt nvm...be positive mind...kitchen can learn alot of thing as well...i should try back of the house too...then only i can know what is the different and how is the feeling...so...this CNY we got one week off...and for me i got 9 days off bcz of my off day and Ph...so gonna enjoy it b4 go to the nxt department...hope i can learn more...btw...started to feel tht...i like front office...seriously...cool... lots of tips...xD and we can meet alot of ppl too...
ok thn...this is my ninth day without her on my side...slowly i get use to it...bt still...feel kinda weired...

The biggest TIps ever...

lolz...firstly...i will like to say...yesterday is my luckiest day...........i get RM70 in 5 hours...RM5 thn RM50 (the most from one tibet guest) RM5 and RM10...lolz...jz push the trolley and carry luggage can get so much...haha...and also...i've learn hw to check in out though not really master yet...but post guest charge...i'm absolutely clear with that...so...begin to touch the system rite nw...hopefully will learn more after this...btw...kinda miss her this few day...without her...my life was like missing a part...an interesting and wonderful part...wondering...without her...my life is not perfect anymore?

Training life...

yep...I'm in front office now...the 2nd day i get scolded by the manager...>< quite tough...he is a vry strict man...he dun allow ppl with no confident and blur in his department...but what he say about me was rite...i must show the confident inside of me...I almost change to another department because we are not allow to touch the system...all we can do is juz a butler...thn i use one day to think...thn i decide to stay because i can learn how to interact with guest and how to show a room to upsale guest...and i did it...and the system also i have time to learn from them when they are not busy...and now...i slowly gain my popularity in this department...thts y...i'm kinda happy cz i've made a rite decision...started to like this department although it is bore sometimes...but there are still many thing tht i've to learn...
btw...she had gone bck to her home town...kinda weired...whn she is around...i did not appreciate or even bother to care bout her...now she is not around...i miss her...and tht feeling is weired...nvm...will try to appreciate her whn she are around agan...