Concentrate leaves me...

Yesterday i try to cook pasta...just suddenly wan to cook it...but i din prepare all the things...the noodles, i make it myself using the potatoes...i fried the nudget and thn i go and cut the vegetables...when cutting...i was thinking of her and her problem again...suddenly i feel upsad again...then i forget about my nudget...and finally...my father saw it but it was too late...the nudget all gone...and the soup i cook slighty gone too...this is the mistake i never done b4...whats is going on with me...??? why i bcome like this....