Am I still the previous me? Or The new me?

It has been a while I dn write on my blog...this is bcz something had happen on me...I believe mny of my friend knew bout tht...finally...I'm in relationship again...and this time...I seems to be so so serious bout it...Izit something wrong bout me?well... I guess I'm serious this time...at 1st...i was worry and scare...wth is going on...i mean...ho wow...I'm serious??? really? many of my friends dun believe thts me...and I dun believe in myself too...But the truth is...I really Love her...cant go on without her... And thts y i dare to write again on blog...I wish I will never be like the previous me again...Cz i'm tired...tired of being like tht...and Veeky...thousand of thanks for being appear in my life...and thanks for ur luv...tq.... =)
And also....thousand of thanks for my friends who support all d time...really appreaciatte it....thx again... :>