Do I hav To Choose...

Sometimes...there is a thing tht need us to do it...bt we denied it...and sometimes...we do of wat we r nt suppose to do...Do we hav a choice? I guess some say yes...and some...
I dunno wats happening...bt i guess i've choose my path...I'm sry...I din mean to...bt wat i did do hav my reason...I cant hurt any1 more...I cant afford to lose any1 more...never...I noe this kind of thing may hurt...bt................I'm sry...