lost a thing...

i've lost a thing that given by her today...the magnet thing...i saw it fly in front of me...it was me who did this...my itchy hand go and grab a stone and try to throw it to sea...as a result the thing fly with the stone...i really mad at myself...i've tried so hard to find it...bt i cnt found it...maybe its fate...bt i'm still sad...i am a vry strange person...everytime when i lost my thing...i feel uncomfortable and unsafe...its like part of me had gone missing...and i realize hw important is the thing to me...bcz it was given by her...