Down...

Down Down Down...N Down......................

Am I Rite?

I was n I am...I think i've sin...bt i cant control it...i noe it was wrong...bt i still continue it...Am I Rite? or i was wrong...

when it come...

when it come...u cant avoid it...nor escape it...bt 1 thing for sure...i'm nt ready to face it...

Incoming mission...

If u ask...wat make me pride with...I will juz say...from noe her, like her and thn be with her...thats the happiest moment i'ill got...my mission nw...except study...is to make sure that she will smile everyday...with true heart...whn she is happy...u wont see any sorrow inside of me...bt whn she cry...i will juz find a way to make her chill...i proud of myself for like her...bt i noe...everything is juz...
Incoming days...i will make sure that she is happy...and NO...MORE...SORROW...

Sun show up after Rain...

Finally...they r all all rite...bt they need to pay a "price" for this...anyways...the result is stay instead of leave...should feel glad bout it too...
btw...bout her...she will stay here more longer than...it is a gd news or bad news??? I noe I shouldn't think only for myself...i do not care bout ppl and dun even noe how to care...till i find myself fall in love wit her...i started to care to notice and try to noe everything related to her...whn she is crying...i'd cry...bt i noe i cant show it out...so...the tear just drop inside of me...whn she is sad n worry...i can feel it...juz imagine...u r happy on a time...bt suddenly u will feel sad and no mood...and thn u receive a call...and she tell u everything...But whn she is happy...thousand of glad is going up and down inside of me...she is juz like an angel for me...bt at the same time...she is also seeting up a "trap" to pull me in...i dunno what am i doing...bt i'm sure...i will not regret for wat i've done for her...And I am not hoping any payback from her...as long as she is happy...that will be more than enough...

Original day?

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Today i'm totally lost....and vry unhappy...

A simple wish...

I wish i can hav a wish nw...and i will usr the wish for...a smile,a joy, an happy ending...i wish every1 in the world can smile and laugh bcuz of happy...and i wish...she can get through this...i wish i wish and i wish...

A tear from heart...

Today whn every1 is enjoying....suddenly a bad news spoil everything...wtf...dunno wat to write...everything juz come suddenly...maybe many will think...wat stupid dumm ass am i...it is not my problem...bt i look so sad...maybe than the person who face it......wat a joke...kinda funny...i'm also dunno y am i sad...lolz...salty in my heart...yes...it is tear....the tear din show up at my face...cuz i'm boy...cant let it come out...so...no choice...let it move freely in my heart...
EXPEL....this 5 letter makes ppl headache....bt 3 days giv us hope....i believe there is always a path to move on...maybe the path is narrow...bt if u can figure out...u can go through it....I noe everything will be fine soon...it will...
Btw...today i smoke again....quit it...bt...hav it bck again...lolz...kinda funny...me huh....

i'm....uhm....dunno wat to do........

lolz...whn i see the "past" me....kinda funny...not only the look...bt also the thing that i've face...is there a law that mean boy must think of gal instead of other thing...lolz....funny funny funny......she like me bt i'm nt sure wether i am...i like her and dunno whther she was.....hahahaha.............funny.....girl....4 letter....juz 4 letter...bt vry complicated.............really really complicated...............blur blur blur....i think i dun wan to thnk bout it...and nw i realise...that i was lying to myself.......and sometimes...i can make my feeling clear.............bt luckily i din do c2p things.....really hope this things can really pass.....nw it is nt the time to think bout this...career thn family thn gal...hope that i can get through this................hopefully....it will...xD

Happy Day...???

Today everything goes fine...and she ate...bt seems i was down today...dunno y...the complicated feeling...lolz...such an idiot...dun even noe wat i wan...career or gal...???

Wave.......

Life is just like a wave...sometimes...quiet...and sometimes noisy...and today...i've complete my mission as barman...and my customer for nxt week settle...should be happy and relax...suddenly she call me....told me that...she is worry bout something...kinda sad...she...i try to convince her that everything will be fine...and i've say to her..."If anything happen to u...I will be the 1st 1 come out to hlp and support u...no matter wat happen...u still get my support"...and i will make sure that she is ok...cuz she should be...and supose to...
Like some1 not really need to get her...as long as she is happy...everything is worth it...I will hlp her quietly without she noes...and support her whnever she need...

Phew phew phew...

it is tiring today...bt kinda fun...except "Su Hong"(Su Fong) cut her hand...lolz...the style she use...Julience...dunno whether she cut her flesh or skin in the meal...== jkjk...phew...today a bit enjoy...cuz seems they are all al rite....haha...finally...happy ending...xD