bored,lame,and @#$%^&

This few days...laptop cant on...lame...and bored...haha today can online bcz borrow laotop from friend...thx Auntie Umbrella(jia yi) and last week i stay at home...whn my father drive...I observe 1 thing,his hair,from blk to grey...and slowly turns white...he is getting old...bt still...he is working...for us...to support me to d college...to change our life...to make us better...for my future...bt me...seems din appreciate it...all i noe is jz...take money from him...again and again...I'm bad...and my mom...did a lot of sacrifice...she did everything for us too...they are getting old...bt still fighting for our future...bt we...seems doing ntg...trillions of sorry and thx coming from my mind...bt i hold it...bcz i will make sure myself going to rite way...to succeed...and tht time...i will tell them all of this...I will and I shall...career is everything for me nw...and I will prove to them...their decision was rite...and their sacrifice will make them satisfy...pls life...giv us some time...and giv us some chance...btw...gd things happen...xD

New Lens...xD

I've get myself a new contact lens...bt seems i'm nt used to it...haha...still affraid to take it off...xD
Btw...this week gonna be busy...except move to new house...i need to rush my assignment...haha...so...no time for other thing...and...something had happen...bt...i cant......

Fly to the other side...

Finally...she leave here...haha...hope that she will happy there...cz she really faces a lot of trouble here...and many bad things had happen...hope that she can relax and enjoy there...i noe she will...a bit of sad...cz a friend leave...haha...bt my life still will continue...many thing had happen to me too...bt i will still continue my journey...So long...My friend...

Blur...should I?or should'nt I...

I dunno wat to say...and yesterday I din mix wit her either them...cz i really tired...thinking of this problem...I dun wan to listen anymore bout this...Bt for me...every1 will hav mistake...Bt do we giv he/she dead punishment jz bcz he/she jz done 1 time mistake...??every1 will do the mistake...Bt should'ent we give them 1 more chance...bcz every1 deserve second chance...bt...I dunno...and I really dun wan to noe anymore...cz too many problem to worry...and I think i'm crushed again...xD

Judge b4 investigate...???

Human likes gossip...of cz...for me...sometimes it is yes...who hate gossip btw...every1 will talk about someone at the back of cz...bt do we make judge by tat? I dunoo...i believe...some yes and some no...Bt think about it...whn ppl judge u based on wat they hav listen about u...of cz if that is bout good thing u will like it...bt bad thing?Will u still like it? perhaps...there is a NO!...bt y ppl still like tat...I cant judge it bcz i din even see or listen to the real things...bcz i wasent there...and i cant judge by listen to wat ppl have say...of cz...i wont...bt think of it again...sometimes our eye may lie...our ear may bluff...and even the truth may try to lie...also the person involve may create another story to make it more interesting...so...will we still judge by tat...if yes...thn I think...there will no more truth is needed in this world...bcz we can make our own truth...

She is thinking?

Today...she seems unhappy with me...i noe...cz of yesterday...i noe she was mad...cz i din go in...haha...so...bad mood today...sometimes...i dunno wat she is thinking...it is hard to read her mind...and today...another her told me...she like me...confuse....and blur...dunno wat to say...

I think I...

B4 i start saying anything...this time...I think I really gonna hurt some1...dunno y...all come at the same time...and dunno y all at same place...and dunno y...I like them...many dunno y...blur and headache..dunno who should I choose...hw am I going to choose without hurting any1 of them...???sry...sry...n sry...

Age Or Feeling?

I think I Like her the most...bt i dunno whether I can gave her happiness or nt...Btw...Age really is a matter for a couple...if boy are younger than gal...if boy din care out it...thn gal care...will it be a happy relationship...??we dunno yet...bt as I say b4...Blm Try Blm Tau...At least we muz try...n i'm willing to try...

New Relationship...

boy N Gal...they r friends...bt they r also like a couple...bt nt consider as boyfriend n galfriend...if the boy hav many gals like this...it is a sin?fr me...it is some kind of nw relationship...