lost a thing...

i've lost a thing that given by her today...the magnet thing...i saw it fly in front of me...it was me who did this...my itchy hand go and grab a stone and try to throw it to sea...as a result the thing fly with the stone...i really mad at myself...i've tried so hard to find it...bt i cnt found it...maybe its fate...bt i'm still sad...i am a vry strange person...everytime when i lost my thing...i feel uncomfortable and unsafe...its like part of me had gone missing...and i realize hw important is the thing to me...bcz it was given by her...

End of Training...School life...new thing...new phone...

3 month plus had passed...I've end my training...it seems I've jz started it yesterday...slowly i get use to it...nw i'm bck to college...haha...report, assignment, project a lot of thing is waiting...tension ( I need some tension gone)xD...btw had buy a new phone for myself...as a birthday gift....(happy bday to me) glad i have it...haha...a same model wit her...or you can say...we bought it 2gether...nt bad tough...feel like typing cz jz nw i suddenly feel like missing somethg...she will suddenly appear in my mind...perhaps she is like part of my life now...or i need her in my life? nvm...at least i know...for one second i ever wanted her to be wit be with me...kinda miss her everytime she is not around...sometimes...her voice will run through my ear... its ok though...I guess...till here thn...