Raining sysbolise my feeling...

Today its rain...it stop and it rain again...juz like my feeling...miss her...sad...stop...and miss her again...kinda blur...but...i'm sure everything will be fine soon...this all juz my miserable feeling...it should be fine...

Moody...

yesterday...we all have a gd time...together...but somehow...suddenly i think bout her...she is actually same style like the seniors...mature,smart,pretty,independent...etc...@@

confuse...again...

today i'm going to watch movie with the pretty seniors...i should be happy...but somehow....i felt confuse...suddenly i think bout her...i thought i've forget bout her...but y i will suddenly think bout her again...

Fallen for her...

I think i've...fallen for her...confuse again...y this thing always happen to me...

Enjoy.......

Yesterday...me and Kit Wey go to Chin Sze Mun place...or we can call it Yen ying's hostel...we go there and cook together and eat...and we joking all the time...make fun of Michale...poor Michale...we call him "Fei Mic"... Anyways...after yesterday...i sleep weel last nite...and enjoy all the time...xD

New Dish

Today the sardin i mix with potatoes...the taste not bad...acceptable...xD

Good Mood... :)

today...mood is good...and kinda bored.............

Good Time... :D

Today really having a good time....act like chef(although din act b4),then join the pretty gal for lunch...guess wat...they all actually in my list....^^fun.......................
somemore....i met her...............woah......!!!!!cant decribe my feeling now...............excited...........!!!!and Happy.......................happy day........................

Self creation...XD

If I am Succeed, then I am the Loser,
Because I never realise that, A wonderful girl,
Have appeared, in my life,
But I was the idiot, Because I never realize...

If I am Clever, then I am also the Fool...
Because I never thought, such perfect girl,
Will exits in my life...
But it was too late; I have to face the fate...
Because she will never love me...

But if I can communicate with her...
Then it will be different...
Though I have no idea,
Of what should I do... and why should I...
Because she is not mine...

Suddenly...my feeling towards her decrese...and it fall on other ppl...

dunno y my feeling towards her slowly it leave me...confuse...and i think...this is not the time to have this kind of trouble yet...

Tired

......today tire...................not enough sleep.....

Kinda lost...

Kinda of lost today....i take a deep thought...my guess...maybe i will put love aside....cuz i need 100% concentrate on my goal...

Tire but happy...

Today me and my friends join the Go-Green project in college...we sweap leaves,throw rubbish,dig hole,and etc...we are all tire but happy...incoming sem,i will be more busy cuz of the commette things...and today also me and my friends go to the Bon Odori...at the final we watch the fireworks from the sky...kinda of beautiful...hope next year i will watch it with the girl i like...

Memory...

Today i pass through room 1...i was standing outside...many memory comes out from my mind...we laugh,we worry,we confuse,we boycott...many things...then...i go inside and i sit at the place i use to sit...more memory comes out...i'm kinda miss that time when we all together...

kind of bore today...dunno wat to do...

yesterday after see her...i realize tat i wasent tat miss her...kinda confuse...and lost...i really like her or just the corrupt of my feeling?

I went to her work place today...XD

kind of happy and relax...thx to aaron n yi shen...they go there and spend again...

The Felling i have today...

15-July-09
today i wake up a little bit late...cuz i have a dream...i dream bout her...but not really clear...sometimes i miss her and sometimes dont...dunno y...

1st time...